been gone for a minute...feels like

I'm a problemmm that will never everrr be solved...well im chillinnn..things been so crazy lately in my surroundings! like always mannn i always got some type of drama around me..it mostly be from a dude that im fuckin with at the time...or some shit similar to that..it dont be too much or nuffin but its always SOMETHING! drama be following me mannnnn but its 8pm on wednesdayy march is goin past too fast! top model just came onn im tired of watching this shit but i love it too..im just tired cuz i be mad at the chicks she be pickinggg they dont deliver enough to me! but what can i say im just an aspiring model tryna see what i can really get out of doing this here what im doing. but im planned on moving by october at least! i cant stay here and try to do this...but some people say i can try to get my face out there while im here. well im goin to try to do that and just keep on goin forward because im goin to model and if not im just gonna go back to school for television broadcasting to be a news anchor or to be a psychiatrist.

how yall been? hope it been okay out here for everybody..i know one thing i am so thankful for...is to have this babysitting job right now..because i cant find another job to save my damn life! i did some online apps like i do almost everyday not like i used to but in between time every chance i get. so i did one for family dollar a lil min ago and i just got a email saying that i aint get it! wtf how i aint get family dollar! thats like the bottom of the barrell...even lower than mcdonalds or at least right there! why wouldnt my qualifications be good enough for them!? thats too crazyyyy man! but i know everybody done felt this type of shit one way or anova or one day before. its hard out here forreal for everybody...at least once in ya life...and what doesnt kill me really makes me strong as iron soooooo with that being said ima watch these kids like my life is really depending on it...then ima see where ima be headed to next..cuz the runway and fashion world will feel my presence and thats what im not playing with!